On a whim, at age 23, Jesús Castillo bought a pack of index cards, and for the next two years carried a small stack of them wherever he went. The cards provided the form for a long serial poem called Remains, which was recently published by McSweeney’s.
“I filled them out whenever something (a sight or a moment) inspired a line,” he said by email. “After the first line, I would fill out the rest of the card, going by instinct as much as possible, without pausing or pausing as little as possible. Each filled-out card became a stanza in the poem (though I didn’t keep all of the stanzas). When the space on the card ended, the stanza ended. I had no writing schedule. I just filled out cards whenever I was moved to do so. A lot of the stanzas were written in transit.”
Born in San Luis Potosi, Mexico, in 1986, Castillo moved to California in 1998 and graduated from UC San Diego in 2009. The following year, he moved to Oakland, where he helped form ’Lectric Collective and started the journal Vertebrae. After finishing “Remains,” he left for Iowa, where he earned a master’s degree in 2015.
Speaking by phone from Santa Fe, where he works in a domestic violence shelter and counseling center, he described the process of writing the poem as “being attentive to as much as possible all the time,” and the poem itself as “records of moments, and then meditations inside of those moments.” Memories emerge from and define observations, forming a timeless epic that seems at once all-encompassing and utterly infinite. Every page is self-contained, but so concentrated as to indicate beyond itself. For example:
“The delicately crazy wander their workplaces/ with a smile on and always a task to carry out, their minds/ full of knives and fears and a need to be needed. I wish/ I was better at inciting in people a lightheartedness./ That I was better at laughter. At my job there is a middle-/ aged woman who acts like a child. She must/ have her reasons. She said, once, in casual/ conversation, that she didn’t want to die. She would/ miss everyone. No, you won’t, someone/ corrected her.”
In tone, the book has an elegaic quality. But as much as the title invokes a sense of what is left behind, it also suggests a coalescence, or a longing to answer the question of what remains to be done.
“The elegy is just one mode in which to begin to make connections,” Castillo said. “It’s not the only one. The value is in whether or not the poem heightens your perception of things, or makes you somehow more aware.” He references Nietzsche’s statement in “The Will to Power” that “the effect of works of art is to excite the state that creates art.”
“If it makes connections that are insightful and invigorating,” Castillo said, “that’s good.”
IF YOU GO
McSweeney’s Presents: Jesús Castillo and Sonja Bjelic: 7:30 p.m. Friday, June 17. Free, Alley Cat Books, 3036 24th St., S.F.
Photo by Denise Vermulen
Other book events
Laura Walker reads from her new book of prose poems, “Story,” along with Sarah Heady. 5:30 p.m. Thursday, June 16. University Press Books, 2430 Bancroft Way, Berkeley. Free.
Poets Kazim Ali, Robert Hass, Brenda Hillman, Cathy Park Hong, Patricia Spears Jones and Sharon Olds read to benefit Community of Writers at Squaw Valley. 7 p.m. Friday, June 17. First Congressional Church of Berkeley, 2345 Channing Way. $25-$30.
Evan Kennedy reads from his new book, “The Sissies,” with Bruce Boone. 5 p.m. Saturday, June 18. Alley Cat Books, 3036 24th St., S.F. Free.
Anna Avery hosts the opening event of the two-week-long poetry festival the Hundy, with readings by Turner Canty,Katherine Duckworth, Aviva Seigel, Joel Gregory and Chloe Veylit. 7 p.m. Saturday, June 18. E.M. Wolfman, 410 13th St., Oakland. Free.
Poets David Meltzer and Latif Harris read, accompanied by Zan Stewart on sax. 2 p.m. Sunday, June 19. Bird and Beckett, 652 Chenery St., S.F. Free.
Dog Eared Castro opens with a gala featuring cocktails, hors d’oeuvres, and brief readings by Armistead Maupin, Rebecca Solnit, Peter Orner, Brontez Purnell, Alejandro Murguia, Katrina Dodson, and Amy Berkowitz, hosted byBaruch Porras-Hernandez. 6 p.m. Monday, June 20. 489 Castro St., S.F. Free.